cheers X)

giordano has these cute CheerUUp series of t-shirts designed by some hongkong artist, they were so irresisitable, we both had to get one each, 2 for rm80.


isn't it cuteX)


narcissism at play:)


oh i heart this ring! i will wear it with anything (everything)!

currently loving big chunky accesories, big heart-shaped necklaces, gold "dai-yee-long-ish" necklaces, earrings that are too large -- and too heavy -- for my ears and yea, rings that make my fingers look stumpier than they already were. loving statement-making pieces.


lastly, the marriage of both my coveted items X)

she smiles with X-ed eyes and thin lips
makes a mental note "jrn u are so dead"
but is hesitant to start preparing for her presentation
and still lunatically smiling to herself

heart's song

the music flows,
through his ears,
into his veins,
there is nothing he hears.
picks up his phone,
dials a number,
a familiar voice sings,
he is no more alone.

there she sits,
in her little corner,
book in hand,
mug in the other.
her phone rings,
she picks it up.
her heart sings.

two hearts beating as one,
two souls singing the same song.
nothing matters anymore.
nothing, absolutely.

bam

her heart cracks

it goes bam

bam

bam

she tries to stand up

but she falls

bam

bam

bam

she holds back the tears within

she has to hold on

her thoughts' a mess

surpass this phase

this is just one of those down days.

i sucked at my 2nd ftv assignment. sucked. i am starting to doubt myself. is my best really the best? is my best great? i am worried about my psyche essay that i have handed in right after i got back my ftv assignment. how will i score in my com major assignment? how about journalism?

ugh! i have to release these stress!! i need therapy -- retail. at least i can still humor myself :/

finals are creeping nearer. of all times to feel disappointed, it has to be now. with all the major assignments grouped together in these three weeks, i am more than dead. finals start on 12th june, jrn presentation on 4th, ftv test due on 9th. do not stress yet, hang in there!

chocolates and energy bars are my escapism. they are my ideology now. :]

another weekend gone

i know i have been grumbling on and on about assignments and how they suck for the past month. but i still have to do it here, right now. psychology essay, u suck! it feels good:)

weekend was fun, went to midvalley with him you and his inti nilai friends on saturday, roamed for half an hour in pets wonderland and drooled over the cute puppies and cats and fishes and birds and rabbits and hamsters and chipmunks and squirrels and said "ke ai o!" (so cute) to almost every animal i see. oh except this big-eyed goldfish or some sort, it's eyes are like size h boobs that grow on either side of its small face. i m serious, not kidding. weirdest fish i have ever seen.

at that moment i have yet again mentally complained on my lack of a camera. so sad to not have evidences of the cute, weird but cuddly and - did i say cute? - animals of pets wonderland. my sis would have died of happiness in there.

ohyes, fyi, i cried watching wolverine. it was so sad T.T

anyways, psyche essay is the priority of my life now - for two more days - and it would be done with. my following priority? psyche brain test. ugh! brain = bio. ugh bio

perhaps i should continue with the dreadful psyche essay now. hope i come back alive:D

she made a few mental notes of gratitude for the all people in her life that made her weekend bearable amidst the freaking heavy workloads. hectic life ends 23rd june.

my weekend

was spent back at home in penang with the dearly missed family.
and a two day marathon date with ftv assignment.

the process of essay writing sucks but i am quite satisfied with my work:)

there was ample time for me to play with dad's new camera too

the heaviest camer i have ever held.

some pics were taken on mothers' day and during a trip to the hairdresser's

at which i was not at home:(

granpa and granma on mothers' day

dad during dimsum breakfast on saturday morning

mom at the hairdresser's


the camerawoman my sis

and me

was so fascinated by the camera and its heaviness

so we played with it the whole day

even when it was raining on saturday night

love the blue of everything

still have tons of pics in my folder
but they'll have to wait

we opened our umbrellas
and stepped into the rain
snap! went the camera
the eye that captures our memories
the day the sky cried
our hearts were glowing inside

auf wiedersehen

good bye com assignment. but no, 40% u stay!

at least i am done and over with it. now to start ftv assignment. which is worse, it's worth 50% of our entire results! yes 50! i'll start tommorow. can't wait to watch american beauty again:)

and i can't believe i rejoiced over electricity today! it was seriously like living in a cave with no electricity. it's ok with no fan, my unit in the 19th floor is cool enough. it's ok with no lights, it was morning/afternoon.

it's not ok with no electricity! my laptop doesn't run on battery too long, my ipod needs recharging, my fridged leftover fried rice from last night needed re-heating and the microwave's not working without electricity. see without electricity one can even starve to death!

without my laptop i can't finish my com assignment, without finishing com assignment there'll be no pr for me, without pr life is meaningless! sorta. i still have chocolates anyway. and of course i still have you:)

then the electricity came, and the boys kicked a few rounds of football to celebrate. and i clapped my hands. yay for electricity!

and yea i stuck to my eat-chocolates-and-watch-pr-throughout-essay-writing-process principle.

auf wiedersehen:)

it filled her nostrils
it filled her lungs
it filled her heart
it filled her abdomen
inhale.
it left her abdomen
it left her lungs
it left her nostrils
but stayed in her heart
exhale.
she touched her bare shoulders with her hands
there was no more bricks
she smiled
there was no more bricks.
inhale.exhale.
smile.smile.
:)

for the mother

HAPPY MUMMY'S DAY!!! green's her fave colour:)

first of all, i was not at home for the celebrations and stuff, but my heart and soul is (other than with my com assignment, that is). SMSing with mum gave me newfound outlooks and perspectives. love her to bits!

quotes of the day
"embrace the chance and give your best shot"
"female intuition -- you have tons of that"
"good attitudes attract positive vibrations"
"every problem has a solution like sudoku" my mum is hooked on sudoku


I LOVE YA SOOO MUCH MUM!!!



and she cried of happiness and love inside

project run(a)way

i am hating com as much as i hate spiders and ants. but thx to the multi-coloured peanut M&M's that gave me my much needed glucose boost! anyway, just wondering do you guys suck your M&M's and let them dissolve slowly in your mouth or do you just start crunching them once you pop them in? i belong to the latter category. i just love the peanut crunch.

i know chocolates and cholocate cereals are not the healthiest tea-break foods, but fussing over what news item i should use for com assignment is not either. so i decided that i should (re)watch project runway season 1 in midst the progress. it helped to take my mind of com for awhile. thx pr! jay's collection was so original it made me wana do fashion designing too *daydreaming*

his 12th look

look inspired by the chrysler building in NY

i kept pausing on his individual outfits and analyzing them (eww i speak like i am doing com already!) fabulous is all i can say. and i like jay, he's like a breath of fresh air, seeing his when-unhappy-get-a-cigarette personality makes me wonder why the hell am i so frustrated with assignments anyway?!

so, i hereby declare that i will eat as much chocolate as i want throughout my 2000-word-essay-writing process, read when i feel like it and watch pr season 2 when i don't. ugh com you are an arse.

and i want to go shopping real badly. all my shoes are dead. seriously.

pray

peace mr wong

shoes shoes shoes!!!

i can't concentrate on my com and ftv readings. blame them.


i'm currently head over heels (literally) for caged heels. don't you just love that they cover up your feet but still shows some skin? i like that it has a hint of masculinity. statement pieces. these won't go wrong in making a statement!

i immediately put my mug of warm milk down when i saw the purple pair bottom right. *gasps for air* A+ in architechture. yum. the shoes that is.

i want to own a piece. not that i would wear them out, but just the thought of owning one of these babies would make me feel like the luckiest girl on earth!

ey, platforms add LOTSA height kay? at barely 5ft i would need all the help i can get *winks*

so, i'll add "caged/bondage/gladiator heels/wedges" to my shoppinglist 2009. it contradicts one of my 2009 resolutions: save money, but what the heck. haven't you heard that a girl can never have too many pairs of shoes? :D hope they are comfy to strut around in.

but i'll stay away from these. the crooked metal piece that they call heel is scary. hmmm. maybe victoria beckham would take up the challenge :/


all pics googled


and then she took her pen and frantically updated her "shoppinglist 2009" :)

1st of may

this pic never fails to make me laugh so hard my stomach and jaws hurt

he came all the way from nilai to sunway. you had no idea how many cars were in pyramid today! tons! the parking was full, all of them. so headed back to the condo, parked his car at the visitor's parking, and took a cab to pyramid. and we did this under the searing hot sun. ugh

but it was all worth it:) seeing gayle eating sloppy jacks on oprah the other day made me crave for carl's jr the whole week. was so estatic when we had lunch there. at 4pm. but it was all worth it. love the food and company. i will always love u dear :*

walked around aimlessly for quite some time till we finally head back by cab. damn the cab driver was crazy. he drove us around thru these small narrow roads with huge crows, back streets of shops, cut queue, braked, slammed the oil, swerve like no-one's business, braked, and slammed more oil. our hearts were in our throats all the time. 5buck roller-coaster ride. it was not fun.

talked and rest. and then he drove back to nilai. yes u guessed it right. my tear glands went out of control. but still the best day of the week:) second place was yesterday when julian gave us a well done for our com presentation. hee

you are the sun in the rain,
the smile that drives away tears,
the light in the dark,
the ice cream in the heat,
the cheese in my burger,
the peanut butter in my toast,
the hands that hold me tight.
you are my everything,
i could not say more.
i love u.
i love u.

i miss you so