pictures say a thousand words

an injured wound
u care for it
plaster it
and let it rest
then u carefully unravel its covering
revealling the new skin that has grown
it hurts no more
u care for it
and it hurts no more
like a wounded heart
it hurts no more.





in the beginning there i was
and there you were
then there i was
still
but you were not there
never were
like a bird without its partner
it is lost forever
left alone in the darkness to suffer
to gaze at the sky
but never to fly
but to wait in hope
the hope
of having u by

oddity

there's nothing more completing than sitting in front of the box watching celebrities on the red carpet at the oscar's and scrutinizing their outfits,hairstyles,and shoes.and then to flip open the march issue of marie claire and read about an outdated interview with angelina jolie.and try to memorize the names of all her six kids (vivienne marcheline,knox leon,shiloh,maddox,pax,zahara:)) yay!

should learn how to post pics up here..hmm..not today.

i disappointed myself today.in the presence of someone.i really should be braver and to face up to it but i just don't know what's wrong.don't ask me what's wrong,i don't the heck know!i was so frustrated with myself that all i could do was to ball my fingers into fists and scrape at whatever things i could get them to scrape..odd.

but i felt better after two teenie-wennie biscuits.and then four more.and some more.and some sleep.
and some dinner:)

and i feel great now but i still think back on the incident and i think that i really should be more brave.
(which is grammatically correct:braver,or more brave?help..)

i crave for fried koay tiau!but i care (alot) that it bloats me (ALOT!!) so i'm eating a slice of apple instead.and a piece of tuna sandwich.yes,at ten p.m.who cares?i do:)

the things i want:)

i want blue nails.
i wanna be with him 24/7.
i want more time.
i want to sleep more.
i wanna not leave here--forever.
i want a big bear hug.
i want flawless skin.
i want to be braver.
i wanna not be so narrow-minded.
i wanna eat chocolate like there's no need to be scared of getting fat.
i want another hug.
i want beautiful weather.
i want a cat.
i want a puppy.
i (now) want orange nails.
i want to chat with him like there's no tomorrow.
i want to hug him.
i want to know how to swim.
i want to be able to drive properly.
i want to be more confident.
i want a tighter butt.
i want no more animal-abusers.
i want a smoke-free society/world.
i wanna make someone happy everyday.
i wanna make myself happy everyday.
i wanna stop wanting too many things.
i want to graduate with honours.
i wanna find the job of my dreams.
i wanna know what would be my dream job(?).
i want to visit the zoo again.
i wanna run around and play like a child.
i wanna fly a kite.
i wanna own an audi.
i want a beautiful house.
i want my family to always be happy.
i want to appreciate my friends more.
i wanna stop complaining--and be more grateful.
i wanna stop taking myself too seriously,but not slack either.
i want everyone to be happy.
i want to be successful like mummy.
i want to respect and be respectful.
i wanna make love and no war.
i want to learn how to make (fruit/veg) salad.
i wanna drink water(now!)

i want too many things!
i want everyone to be happy and proud of who they are.
i wanna be happy and proud of who i am.
i want my family and my dear to be proud of me,i know i am of them.
i wanna end this monotonous post,like...NOW!

all the things i want for love,peace and happiness
*grins*

maybe.when

it's raining
but i don't care
i stand in the rain
pulling at my hair
like a fish in water
crying but not seen

tears are the rain on my face
mercilessly pouring
thunders are the shouts of my heart
angrily pouncing

when will it stop?
when will i ever know?

maybe when the rain stops
the tears stop too
maybe when the thunder's gone
the shouts stop too
yet again
i drew back
afraid of the shadow that is not here
like a ghost in the sun
present but non-existent

when will it stop?