a pocketful of posies

the past week, i have been in a rather dark hole i have no idea why. maybe it's the stress from the projects and essays and return of essays that seems to be never ending! got 2 papers back yesterday, one was graded lower than i would have expected, the other better beyond my wildest expectation! ohwell, that means i had no loss, right?

after a week of mild depression (at least that's what michele said it was), i was really happy to get a day off from psychology project data collection and analysis. the past two days especially, was horrible. dinners in the form of kaya/sardine-stuffed buns from the vending machines at uni, and camping in the coldness of the library until 11pm. met up with grace at the library (i know right? of all places?) today to just chat and got some work done.

felt different waking up today, it's like i m a whole new person compared to yesterday and the days before. maybe life is not that bad at all, it's just a stage that we go through, rain before the rainbow. opening up to friends made me realized that i m the luckiest girl alive. although yes i was very devastated when he told me we couldnt celebrate it together today, but looking at the pretty side of things; pretty clothes at the spring2011 shows, taking and editing pretty pictures, somehow, cured that in-the-rut feeling.

that was the most perfect heart i have ever constructed my whole life. out of the 696 acacia seeds he gave me for my birthday years ago. yep, exactly 696, what a random number.

1, itsy-bitsy yellow flowers around campus. 2, the other side of sunway at dusk. 3, 696-acacia-seed-constructed heart
htc diamond2. nikon d90.